White as snow.

February 8th, 2018.

On our honeymoon God spoke to us so deeply and brought us together in such beautiful way.
Second half of the honeymoon God spoken to me specifically.snow 2

Through the snow!
I look at this photograph that my husband took and all I see is the celebration of Christ washing me white as snow.


To know that no matter all that has happened in our lives, the
sins we have made, the suffering we have endured, the traumas of our past, the hurtful circumstances we went through before Christ, the nasty, the ugly, the painful… to know that we have a Savior that gave it all for us. For our salvation and for the cleansingof all our hearts, mind and soul!

Lets celebrate together in knowing Christ is alive, Christ loves us, Christ forgives us, Christ died on a cross for us, for our sufferings, for our tears, for our heartache, for the rejections, for the abandonment, for the laughter of the enemy at us, for the bad things said about us, the lies spoken against us.
Christ has cleansed us, and continues to do so… each and every day.
WE are loved, WE are forgiven, in Christ WE are washed and are white as snow.

Beloved, tonight as you read this, allow Christ to be the loverof your soul, the Lord and Savior of your life.
I love you and I am praying for you. I am giving you the
Biblical truth of God, that some one have to me.


Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the Lord.
“Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow;
though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.”
{Isaiah 1:18}


“Behold, You desire truth in the inward parts,
And in the hidden part You will make me to know wisdom.
Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;
Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.”
{Psalm 51:6-7}


“She extends her hand to the poor,
Yes, she reaches out her hands to the needy.
She is not afraid of snow for her household,
For all her household is clothed with scarlet.”
{Proverbs 31:20-21}

No Fear.

January 25, 2018.

“Now the Lord is the Spirit, & where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”{2 Corinthians 3:17.} 

This photograph was taken when Sebastian prayed for us, minutes before walking down the isle. He didn’t know how I looked, what I was wearing, or how my make up or hair were done.

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No relationship is ever going to be perfect, there will be many challenges, you will fall & not agree all the time. I will be the first one to admit not everything was easy, there were expectations God put in perspective real fast, there were walls that had to come down, healing had to happen in the both of us, growing & maturing.

{You can’t get married before you know who you are in Christ, before you allow God to mature you, grow you, prune you, mold you & heal you.}

Today I thank God for the challenges, I thank Him for the growth, the maturing, the pruning, the molding, the healing that happened in the both of us.

I thank God for the guidance of the Holy Spirit. We have had the most amazing grace & mercy shown to us by God. It is truly overwhelming.

Today I can truly say I married my best friend, the one whom my soul loves & my gorgeous husband. I get to brag on him for the rest of my life. We get to live in the freedom God gives us through the Holy Spirit. We are forgiven of our sins & we are sanctified every single day.kiss

For such a long time I believed the lies of the enemy, telling me I would never be worthy of calling myself a wife, that no one would love me because of my past, that I would never have a home I would call mine. Tonight as I am writing this, I look in the face of the enemy & I can say, “GOD ALWAYS WINS.”

I laugh of the future with no fear!!!laugh

I am the living proof that God always finishes what He starts, the promises over your life will come true, no matter how dark or ugly your past is, no matter what you have done or what someone else has done to you & no matter if you have fallen over & over again! You are WORTHY of love, you are worthy of joy, you are worthy of freedom in the LORD.

I am beyond thankful with the Lord for giving me the husband I always saw in my heart without a face. I look over & with tears of Joy inside my eyes, I finally see that face of that promise.

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(Just look at that smile!!! Speaks more than words.)

Beloved, yes, you reading this… if God can do this in my life, all of it, HE can & will in you!

You just have to be willingto allow Him to strip you of you, stretch you in ways you never knew possible, lay it all down at the feet of the cross where Jesus Christ will cover you with His blood & make you white as snow. Let Him expose you, not to SHAME you but to CHANGE you & give you that freedom you so desperately seek.

Tonight I invite you to know Jesus as your Lord & savior, to transform you from the inside out. I am here if you need me! 

I love you & I am praying for you.

You reading this!

Restless.

January 1, 2018.

How was your 2017?  Today was the first day of the 2018 year.

As I woke up today I was overwhelmed, so many emotions. I sat there & silently prayed, the Holy Spirit showed me how God protected me & guided me through all the up’s & down’s. Specially when I was RESTLESS.

On a particular day, it was a Sunday, I cried so much… it seemed as if NO MATTER what I would do, how I would do it, or when I would do it, was never good enough. I kept beating myself up because I was RESTLESS. yes!!! RESTLESS.

{It was so frustrating to my heart,

I wasn’t thinking clearly,

I wasn’t sleeping & I was

RESTLESS.}

I lived at the dorms of the university I was attending at the time. One of my roommates “Valentina” took it upon herself to get me out of the dorm. I was dressed in a dress, with flowers printed on it. She asked me if I could take pictures of her in a field with flowers. luckily, I knew a place with that description. we arrived & after taking pictures of her, she took the camera from me… she started taking pictures of me. (I am usually the one taking the pictures.) She said. “lay down!”

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At that moment I rested on that green grass, surrounded with beautiful flowers & feeling a breeze that touched my skin like a kiss I’ve never felt before. God kissed me through the nature, He hugged me through the wind, the fragrance of flowers covered me & at that moment I was able to finally rest. IN HIM. 

I understood….. not everyone will agree with you,  not everyone will be proud of you, not everyone will like you & not everyone will see the best in you & only focus on the bad you have done or will do. However, one thing I do want to share  with you, friend.

To God you are more than enough. flaws & all!!!!!

You can sure rest In GOD!!!!

Tonight, on the 1st of January of 2018. I want to give you a reminder of the security we have to REST in the Lord. He alone can refresh your soul!

{Psalm 23}

The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
    He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
    he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
    for his name’s sake.
Even though I walk
    through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
    for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
    they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me
    in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
    my cup overflows.
Surely your goodness and love will follow me
    all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house  of the Lord
    forever.

Tonight my prayer is that you find the rest you are seeking for & have such joy that even in the bad… you are able to smile so big & laugh so loud that you forget why you were restless in the first place!