SEARCHING.

April 7, 2018.

Often times we search for a “feeling” of fulfillment in different places all over the world, yet we never are truly fulfilled in anything and if we are… maybe only momentarily?!? But after that we go back to the same place where we started in the first place; empty place. Speaking from experience, God is faithful to answer prayers and open eyes that need to be opened.

If not careful we can confuse something or someone for the source of our “happiness” and when this someone or something is no longer there… we fall into a depression or lonely stage if this specific something didn’t work out or if the situation gets hard, because we were sustaining our happiness on the very thing that wasn’t God.

It can be a person, work, business, school, addiction, drinking problem, health, cutting yourself, etc… If today you are struggling with something similar, situation, relationship, or having troubles letting go of a stronghold (A stronghold is an access point of the enemy with which he uses to distract us from aligning with God’s plans and purpose for our lives. It can be thoughts, attitudes, habits, hobbies, hurts, knowledge, philosophies, teachings, and mindsets that oppose the knowledge of God and are contrary to Gods word.)

Remember God is a God of mighty promises. He is a healer, lover, listener, Father, Savior and source of joy. All of this can only come from Him, no one will ever replace or give you what He can. But, the enemy will try as hard as he can to make you believe otherwise.

My prayer is that you have that reminder every single day of your life, for it is the one thing God dearly wants for us to trust Him. Jesus Christ was the sacrificed for your healing.

“He himself bore our sins in His body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by His wounds you have been healed.” {1 Peter 2:24.}

Thankful.

April 5, 2018.

God wrote our love story and it’s just the beginning. Ups and downs but, like every other relationship, we aren’t perfect. However, I am so grateful He brought us together. The mercy and grace over our lives has been overwhelming and humbling.

Serving the Lord with you, building a life and God willing having children of our own one day, experiencing life all together with you… Speechless!

(A21 walk for freedom. Dallas, Texas. Serving as photographer and videographer.)

Today I posted a photo of us that was taken 11 years ago. 13 years of friendship and a life time to go.

I love you so much and I am so proud to let the world know how deeply in love I am with you. I am so proud of the man of God that you are. I admire your patience with me, the support you give me with all my health issues (every single emergency room visit…he has rushed me there and stayed by my side), the way you love me, take care of me, protect my heart and spiritual life, no matter my past all you see is Christ in my life and who God has made me now.

(One of the emergency visits to the emergency room.)

My heart is so full and I am just so immensely grateful and thankful with God to have given us this gift of marriage. ♥️

Ladies, don’t settle for second best, settle for God’s best. No man is perfect, there is no “fairy-tail ending “ there is a reality…both of you loving God, having willingness to accept that we are sinners and we desperately need the salvation only He can give us, being able to repent of your sins, surrender your all and together run to the Lord on the good but specially in the bad.

“ℒℴѵℯ doesn’t always come packaged the way you expect, don’t throw the right person away just because they came in what you thought was wrong box.” -Pastor YPJ.